So it’s been a few months since I’ve posted. I wasn’t sure if anyone was reading this, but I’ve gotten a couple comments, so I’m back!
I’ve recently started at a new college, so I’ve been dealing with a lot of changes. I now live with roommates which is……interesting. None of my roommates knows about the voices. I’ve been able to hide them pretty well, though they are still very much here. I’ve been seeing a new therapist and psych nurse who are trying to get me to change my medication. So far no luck. I tried seroquel xr because I am already on seroquel. Xr didn’t help and in fact made me completely unable to sleep, which lead to me almost going to the hospital.
Although I do love college, this whole roommate situation has made me feel like such a freak. First of, I hate parties and large groups in general. Too much happening at once! And to be honest, I much prefer my on little world and, to some extent, the voices. But it makes me feel crazy to want to be alone talking to myself while everyone else my age is getting drunk and going out. I often wonder what my roommates must think about me.
I also have a habit of getting paranoid everyone someone new enters the apartment, which happens all the time since all five of my roommates have friend over all the time, why wouldn’t they?
Anyway, that’s my update for now.

P.s If anyone is reading this feel free to ask me any questions you want. Give me blog ideas!
Also, if anyone is going through anything similar to what I’ve described in my blog, I would love to hear your story!